ciffell

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all that I have to say by ciffell, literature

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all that I have to say

What can I say? It was fun Just to know you I gave you me best I gave you all We knew all along That this day would come Tell me (……) Do you feel the same? Can you feel the same pain? The same pain that I'm feeling Tell me (……) Could you really know? I'm going to miss you Will you remember me? will you cry? Cry, Like the way I'm crying, with this pain in my heart? Would you say my name one last time? So I can hear your wonderful voice Would you kiss me? So I can taste those beautiful lips. Would you keep me in your heart? So I can be with you at all times Would you kill me? Because if you don't I probably d

what happened to us? by ciffell, literature

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what happened to us?

What I do wrong? What should I do? What happened with your love? What kind of person are you? That you don't even care about me About what I feel, but that's the way it is there is only one thing I would like to say before I leave when you feel alone when you feel that no one loves you When he gets tired of you When he leaves you alone When he shows you how he really is, Don't look for me don't even bother, look for me Because I don't even know who you are any more. So why bother if you know that I'm no longer there? So why not look for yourself? Look for the beautiful woman that I fell in love with. That I used to lo

the strangers by ciffell, literature

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the strangers

The strangers P1> so you are back, did you find it? P2>sort of P1>what does that mean? P2>Well lets say I found it but… P1>But what? You should be happy if you have found it. P2>I just don't understand, why if I have all that I need I still feel so miserable? P1>Did you find her? P2>Yes I did, but now she is with someone else, she said she loves him. P1>Well then you should be happy that she found happiness P2>Why after all I went through, she says that she love somebody else? that's so unfair, I've wasted my entire life for nothing, at all. P1>People changes everything changes, you cannot expect everything to be the same after so

oranges and lemons by ciffell, literature

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oranges and lemons

A conversation about oranges and lemons What happens when you plant a seed? The seed grows and becomes a tree and then it gives fruits, I said. that's right, now tell me what happens when you plant an orange's seed? It will grow to be a tree and it will give oranges. Good , and if you plant a lemon's seed? It will grow to be a tree and it will give lemons. Very well, Can we say that one that the orange's tree will give you lemons, or the lemon's tree will give you oranges? No that's impossible, it will never happen And so it is with life, with a man's fate. For example if you do something good, you are planting a good seed, That

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Reality by ciffell, literature

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Reality

Open your eyes, open your eyes, said my consciousness, as I woke up. I started to crying, why? Why not. This village was hell all that you could see was suffering, sickness, and death. It seems like our god has forgotten about us, disgusted by all this I started to walk out the village toward the forest, there I just sat down, under a tree wondering when all this could end, when our village could see happiness again. When I would see her again, the love of my life, she had died a week ago, after she became really sick and finally died, I sat there in silence, still having in my heart a little hope that she may come here, with a dull pain t

Blame and praise by ciffell, literature

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Blame and praise

Blame and praise Two words of different meaning Two words that disturb our mind Two words that separate have different meaning But together have one meaning, Together mean nothing All they are is empty sounds. How can this empty sounds hurt us? It cannot hurt us. Blame and praise Two words that have the same meaning Two words that do not disturb our mind Two words that separated have the same meaning And together have no meaning Together they are empty All they are is emptiness, and nothingness. When we find no differences between them, Our mind finds peace, and happiness. Life flows like the river to the ocean Without an

A monk's thought by ciffell, literature

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A monk's thought

A monk's thought It seems that the path becomes harder and harder There is not giving up, I do not belong in this place, I'm in this world but I'm not from It I have suffer enough, now it is time to stop the pain, When we add a spoon of salt to a glass of water the water becomes salty and cannot be drink but if we put the same amount of salt in a river the water still can drink the same with our heart whenever we are insult we become angry because our heart its small but if our heart is big, the insults become nothing, just like the salt and so our mind remains calm and no anger arise. The self is the root of all the suf

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: oklahoma city
Favourite genre of music: all
Favourite photographer: Dorothea Lange
MP3 player of choice: PSP
Favourite cartoon character: shikamaru
Personal Quote: nothin last forever

Favourite Movies

3-iron, address unknown, last life in the universe,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

L'arc en ciel, the pillows namie amuro, and DJ tiesto.

Favourite Writers

Geshe Michael Roach

Favourite Games

GTA San Andreas

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS3 I don't have it yet!

Other Interests

reading, learning cool stuff, and making friends

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ciffell

Apr 5, 2007

memories!!!!!!

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I was looking for some of my old drawing and I found my notes and some wannabe peoms so I'll be puting those in here, tell me if you all like them so I can put some more. ( I have thousands of them :):) ) I want to say thank you all for being really nice to me. I haven't done any drawing but I have alot of them, but I really have no time so its going to be some time. anywas since I have nothing else to say I'll put another of those weird stories. that I read in a book. (I think) The great Taoist master Chuang Tzu once dreamt that he was a butterfly fluttering here and there. In the dream he had no awareness of his individuality as a pe

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ciffell

Apr 1, 2007

I can't sleep

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why? because l'm drinkimg coffee thats why well what do I do write a journal but I have no ideas just write anything like what? like something. well since I have nothing to say I'll just say one of my boring stories, is a zen story that I read long ago some where. (I'm always reading weird stuff,and I usualy forget where I read it,:) ) Four monks decided to meditate silently without speaking for two weeks. By nightfall on the first day, the candle began to flicker and then went out. The first monk said, "Oh, no! The candle is out." The second monk said, "Aren't we not suppose to talk?" The third monk said, "Why must you two brea

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ciffell

Mar 30, 2007

its rainig

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what to do? when its rainig, I don't know! but its a good excuse not to run out side like avery day. its this place is funny couse I get ot say whatever I want. it keeps me busy, I hope you like the writting that I put, if not thats OK, I'm trying to finish my story so I can put it in here. hope you like it, because it is a little messy, I'm almost finish my painting, in my art class. my teacher got mad because I was suppsed to pain something about Native americans, but isntead I painted an angel and a devil, wich everyone thinks its scary. whenever I finish I'll put in here. I got in trouble once in that class because I painted a s